what is IMPORTANT?

To me maybe sometime i feel many thing is important ..

@money 

@result

@appearance/image

@assets(ok i dunt hv yet)

BUT LATELY I FEEL TAT all this is important but

still there is something more in important in my life

which is 

MY FRENZ N MY FAMILY

my bestie fren

dinner time

college mate at mariah's house

form 6 fren

formal looking

(although i know live is short n is very weak)

But lately i notice tat we cant predict anything tat what will happen in the future

who noes maybe the next one is ME.

* touch wood

so make U LIVE UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST

DO WAT U WAN TO DO

& say what u wan to say RIGHT NOW !!! NOW!!!

cause u might regret it ..

*i think i can become a good advisor loo..hmm maybe i should change course liau..

hahax..fly high up loooo..

n to those tat i offend b4 or maybe the one hate me..

                   SORRY LO

              * sarcastic tone*

to my besties, college mate, & anyone tat i know la

I LOVE U ALL OHH..xoxo

& forgive me..pls* innocent eye*

(although i know sometime i very mah huan n all la)

@of course most important is my family love love love@

stress???

this week i think is the week tat i can sleep the most

REASON?

because when i stress up i feel like sleeping

she say is a pig symptom.MAYBE

dunt know n dunt wan to know y either

everyone keep saying im a pig no matter at house or at college or even at hostel

hmm am i seriously a pig?

*i wonder *

this pic remind me of wat sim yee say ..'black pig' ok this pig is not blackie enuf

but look it is so cute!!!

OK close piggie topic.

lists of things to do

@read eng( my style)

@biz assignment

@mbr(forget bout it)

@edi board(OMG)

@math homework

@moral assignment 

*yawn

n3M D3$igN

Due to someone 'found' my blog accidentally...
& because of tis person i change my blog's content
U noe im exactly talking bout U

anyway this is nt the purpose of me writing this post.

i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you
to
    MY R0OM@T3

maybe some of U saw the the changes of my blog ..maybe nt since i never really told ppl im have one.

SHE (mostly u all noe who is she)
has help me to design this thing..
 I LOVE IT SO MUCH

~thanks you for helping me & tolerate wif all my requirement which i noe is very mah huan
 n also the tips u gave me~

?honest?

I tried 

very hard as always 

but sometimes i no longer the person that i wanted to be.

maybe to the one tat know me they might thought jess is someone tat always happy ..sometimes emo too.

but she is a simple minded person.

because this is what i wan ppl to think bout me..

JUST BE A HAPPY PERSON & SIMPLE MINDED.

but in real life i cant make it at all..im still the selfish one

im someone tat has many thought in the mind but keep everything inside ..Surprise? 

Maybe NOT!!! 

sometime ppl c through me very easily ..

im quite surprise that he c through me ..i thought i cover myself very perfect but still nt enuf .

what he say is totally true bout me which im someone tat has thought but not tough..

as usual i always do thing half way..My mom noes me very well.

i decided one thing but in the end of the day i wont make it at all..unless i been force to do so..

Bout the lying part?

i been train to lie since small ..hmm

shocked???

maybe cause of family i think ..

*some ppl when they lie we can c through

im thinking is mine can be c through also???

but i dunt think so since im use to lying ady..

is a good thing to lie u know..

is a way to protect urself

my family gave me the best education ever.

@never really count on someone ever

@never too trust anyone but yourself.

cause in the end the one get hurt or being affected is 

              JUST YOU ALONE.

maybe u think this is a pessimistic thinking but this is the truth..tats is what i feel.

after u read this blog ..maybe someone of u will hv a different thinking bout me

n the worst of all is u might just stay away from me.

BUT STILL I WAN TO SAY IT OUT LOUD WAT PERSON AM I

(seriously hope to be happy n someone that dunt think too much)

it is here again

right this time rite this moment ...

i can feel it every single breath tat i sip in

the heat all over my body

beat u can guess it now

FEVER

i hv no idea how the hell did i get this but one thing im sure is i hate it very much

n i mean it seriously

(trying to cry but just useless the tear never one time follow wat my heart wn it to be)

n this flu is like torturing me every single moment...FML

getting notice tat i keep on fucking n thr..which is a bad habit tat i learn from the 'big city'

anyway i will try to keep just to myself then saying it out loud

n one thing I FUCKING HATE THE PANODOL SOLUBLE

it taste horrible than anything tat i hv tastes b4 in my whole life......oppps saying it again..

i say i will try but nt stopping it rite now(going crazy soon)

cheer for it..lol