Busy???
this few days was busy preparing the sponsorship for the magazine..
 From inti to shop lots around ss15 then back to hostel
             Is like so so tiring every time
The next thing tat i would do when i reach hostel is SLEEP!!!!

                             CNY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER

this year is rabbit year

@but i cant really feel it yet*dunnoe y*
@i did buy some cny clothes but not much
            *a bit sad=(*
          
           N because of this also, my bank account keep on leaking
                                     IN THE END
                                   LEFT RAM 27+
& the worst out of the worst is i cant get it out since the atm only allow Rm50 -min
                              n i only have Rm21 wif me.SHIT
                               i never really felt so poor before
                  this thing only happen when i come to subang

Going back to hometown tomoro by 3 like tat
 the plan going to my cousin's house has been cancelled because she need to go to Genting
    so i need to stay at here another day
       the time is too short
         (in my mind i keep on thinking i wan to shop more ..is not enuf)
              but i cant.Maybe next time after i come back from cny

                                

                                      MY MOM IS MY SAVIOUR
                  *i love my mummy very very much*
                        ~she is my VVVIP~

                                                              Mother

                                                              

            when the time i need it the most my mom has given it to me
                just like a bright light stroke on me when i get her call

                                  

                            HMMM change plan i shud just shop for FOOD!!!

                                       yeah tat is wat i shud do..hehehe

another day

Today

i msg him again n again until this afternoon..He actually didnt show up in the class..At first i dunt really notice until when i heard the lecturer call his name n someone say he is absent. Then only i notice..

                                       ' WAT A GOOD FREN I AM '

i did msg him y he dint come today.maybe he was quite busy cause he dint reply me(of course he is busy u silly) 

then before i go back i manage to ask Ash bout him..then Ash says that one of his relative pass away..

( maybe he dunt wn anyone to noe)

then we hv a sgm today at the same old place..n this when the TRUTH is here.Jeff msg me saying tat his mom pass away..the only expression i can gv is just stunt thr n do ntg..

n at the same time,he reply me..

He says: haha i got some thing to attend wont be coming college this few days..

i shud have figure it out earlier..but honestly i dunt noe how to say something to 'an wai' ppl.

so i ask grace they all to help me..

at first i dunt really feel so so so sad but after few min i getting more n more emotional...the tears almost drop but then it dint maybe because of grace.

I dunt dare to go the funeral also..maybe because of  .............

 n Mom says  NO (very straight-forward)

                                          SO SORRY FOR UR LOSS

                     ( I hope u get over it soon although it will be very hard) 

@ all my fren out thr pls pls pls just pls be more careful.i never dare to think anything will happen to anyone of                  u even my family

                        I DUNT HOPE TO LOSS ANYONE OF U

  *APPRECIATE UR LIFE N EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WHILE U CAN*

                                           n drive slowly

just hate me

i keep on doing the wrong thing ever n ever again,,
maybe this is me..the wn tat just noe how to do wrong thing instead of correct wn..

this week have been the worst week n this prove to me that im just someone tat does not deserve to be appreciated or even be fren with...

@i did the worst wn is i knock sim yee's head b4 i go back
@jeffery got paper cut because of me
@jeffery again got his thumb feeling numb after i play with him
@sim yee is mad with me..cause i always not thr whenever they need me
@i dint go for the sponsor thing

ALL I DID IS JUST A WRONG THING
 n it causes burden to all of them

maybe i shud just make my myself alone instead of making them suffer because of me..im such a misfortune to them

AIK..so weird ..i recreate a new blog..but WHO CARE?

so it will just a brand new me again..hahax

OK cut the crap

actually i was expecting a brand new celebration of CNY but i was wrong
it just get more worst..i THINK

it all started wit a simple thinking of having new hair style..
SHIT!!
they dunt even let me & my goodie bro tell me tat they DUNT even wan to cut UR HAIR..
FUCKING SHIT THEM..
*but i still hope i can go thr to hv my hair cutted
THR NTG I CAN DO

then the worst part is here..
I HAVENT BUY MY CNY CLOTHES.
the worst fucking shit ever.
i think i will just wear back my old clothes which is then no cny feeling at all

n the worst of worst is my goodie coursemate .
they r planning to come for a visit to my house,
p/s I HOPE THEY R LYING

i dunt really like to have fren coming over..even i myself dunt even noe y??
can anyone tell me?

i guess it will just uncover itself when the time come