Today
i msg him again n again until this afternoon..He actually didnt show up in the class..At first i dunt really notice until when i heard the lecturer call his name n someone say he is absent. Then only i notice..
' WAT A GOOD FREN I AM '
i did msg him y he dint come today.maybe he was quite busy cause he dint reply me(of course he is busy u silly)
then before i go back i manage to ask Ash bout him..then Ash says that one of his relative pass away..
( maybe he dunt wn anyone to noe)
then we hv a sgm today at the same old place..n this when the TRUTH is here.Jeff msg me saying tat his mom pass away..the only expression i can gv is just stunt thr n do ntg..
n at the same time,he reply me..
He says: haha i got some thing to attend wont be coming college this few days..
i shud have figure it out earlier..but honestly i dunt noe how to say something to 'an wai' ppl.
so i ask grace they all to help me..
at first i dunt really feel so so so sad but after few min i getting more n more emotional...the tears almost drop but then it dint maybe because of grace.
I dunt dare to go the funeral also..maybe because of .............
n Mom says NO (very straight-forward)
SO SORRY FOR UR LOSS
( I hope u get over it soon although it will be very hard)
@ all my fren out thr pls pls pls just pls be more careful.i never dare to think anything will happen to anyone of u even my family
I DUNT HOPE TO LOSS ANYONE OF U
*APPRECIATE UR LIFE N EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WHILE U CAN*
n drive slowly
